I've turned into this bitter person... bitter with the world and myself.
Whine, whine, whine....
Crap!
Can't seam to snap out of the bickering, nagging personality I have assigned myself to be. Money sucks, health is the worst it has been in years if i can only stop getting sick as much my money situation would seam so much better.
If only....
On the bright side I have this great man with awesome kids and that keeps me motivated to get out of bed every morning.I wonder how taxing I am on him and our relationship?

sometimes I get scared of glimpses of myself in the mirror
than I shrug it off
it's still me, longer hair, lots more weight
and a lot of laugh lines around my mouth

feel like a step mom half the time
I just hope I'm a good one
it's hard saying the right things at times

we own a house now, have a dog she and can't play fetch:)
but boy can she run, she's four today

I'm on the road to reinvent my career again, I hope.
School starts next month, I'll be an accountant when I grow up.

I still dream of skydiving.

I've hidden inside me and once in a while i come out and stroll those old familiar streets...
hehehe
ok that was funny:)
Seams like the old blogger world has settled down and the old links no longer take me to familiar grounds, they are those roads that go nowhere. Figured maybe just maybe if I start writing again I'll reconnect with those lost friends.

Not much new here, the job is is just that a jab pays the bills not too exciting... got a part time job as a waitress/bartender right down the road it will help pay some of my bills.

I'm thinking about going back to school, get a secondary degree in Accounting the classes will stat in the summer if all goes well. Or maybe I should just get the bike i've been dreaming about and all will be peachy who knows?

Happy Thanksgiving!

how the time passes....
next thing you know another year has gone and you can't believe how happy you are


:) ok enough writing in third person
things are great here in Jenna's world
Hope everybody is having a great holiday!


ps
it's my nephews b-day today, so happy B-day Haris!

tattoo

well it has occurred tome that I have not posted the looks of my tattoo so here it is:


this was 5 min after being done

this was about a month latter, and yes I still love it!

Tyville Fancy -other wisse known as out cute dog

seams like ages since I've wrote anything on this page...
Well it's October, been a year:)
and what a year it has been
I've grown, I've found stable ground
I'm happy

My life has roots again and it feels nice.
I miss my Shevegas, reminisce about my wild ways of the days past
I still plan on skydiving next year
skinny dipping again one of these years
those things are steady now

I own a house with this great man
have 8-4 job, I don't work weekends or holidays

I'm going to my big concert this year
tickets bought
the event postponed
AC/DC better make it to Milwaukee this year

We just got a dog...
I know me and a dog in a same house
Fancy is the sweetest dog I've ever met
my cute greyhound fresh of the track
she stops the traffic in this small town
when I put on her cute yellow rain coat on for her walk

Things are good
What am I saying things are so great I sometimes have to pinch myself
to know it's real.

ps
Saturday is the Food and Wine event in Kohler WI
my old friends are meeting up for some good food , wine and just good old talk
I can't wait!

good news:)
so after a few interviews I got a job offer

The new job will start on the 31st of this month, so basically I can sit back and relax a bit and stop frantically looking fro ways to save money.
The thought that keeps on occurring to me is that I should also look a for a part time bartending / waitress job maybe. This way I could start paying off some debt. The draw back is I will have no time to spend with Ken and the kids as well as forget doing anything over the weekend.

Lots to think about, though I'm kinda thinking I may make a margharita and go lounge in the sun while I think it over.